It's been 8 days since we moved into this new condo unit and lots of things happen since then. Got lock out of the house on the second day and slept outside the corridor, people puking in and out the house etc... hehe.. getting drunk almost everyday... it's kind of fun though.
My 2 other workmates are now my housemates too. Can't believe that we're actually staying together and everything happen just in a blink of an eye. Decided to look for a place in a day, found a place in 2 days, moved in a week, hahaa... It's kind of cool how we get along so well and accompany each other everynight drinking and puffing away in our lovely balcony. I think that's where we hang out most of the time in the house.
And as for personal life, I guess I'm doing a great job handling stress and dissapointment. Or am I too busy to realize what I'm going through? hmmm... I hope for the better every single day but I'm too confuse with what's happening right now. It's been 3 months going into 4 and everyday there will be new surprises without fail. I bumped into a long lost friend of mine in Starbucks Curve yesterday and he told me this;
"things happen for a reason. Probably God choose this path for you. And he knows best eventhough you might think that it's not the best of path he has chosen, but things might be worse if he chose to make it happen in a months time?".
Come to think of it, yeah~ maybe and maybe not. Whatever the reasons, I just hope that it's truely the best for me he has choosen. I'll leave it to the hands of the almighty.
Ever since he left me, I've been going out every single day. No matter what day or time it is. I just realized how important my friends are to me. I've been bumping into so many long lost friends and catching up with them ever since. And I remembered that I've always complained I have no friends. Boy, I am so wrong. I have loads of friends. Just that I have been ignoring them and busy "paktor-ing". I'm happy to see all of them and know that everyone has changed for the better. Everyone sees me as I'm the strong and independent one, but somehow I think that's just what they're seeing from the outside. On the inside, I'm just so fragile and emotional.
These Mix Emotions is really killing me. Happy, sad and confused. Let's just hope I can hold on till everything is better.
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hehe...welcome to our home sweet home :) we have gone thru all those hard time. just hoping the good time is on the way to us. cheers~~~ yum sing
Yeah~~ let's hope for the best!! yummm.... **pengsan liao** everyday drink until like that.. hahah..
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